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1943
ON A NIGHT IN 1943 IN A DANCE HALL IN WEST GERMANY TEENAGE EYES GAZE HUNGRILY AND THE WAY THEY CARRIED ON WOULD MAKE YOU THINK HE WAS FREE WELL HE SHOULD HAVE SAID THEN BUT THERE WASN’T THE TIME AND HE WAS SOMEWHAT PERTURBED BY THE RISK TO HIS LIFE BUT THAT DIDN’T MATTER NO HE HAD TO KNOW HER NAME FOR IT WOULD BE A GREAT SHAME FOR HIM TO LEAVE SO SOON
HE SAID “DANCE WITH ME I WANT TO FEEL FREE THERE’S NOTHING LEFT IN THIS WORLD FOR ME. I DIDN’T THINK I’D BE HERE IT WASN’T PLANNED TIL SOME CUNT IN A SUIT PUT A GUN IN MY HAND, I SAID I KNOW I NEVER SHOULD BE HERE BUT WAITING ALL THAT TIME, IT JUST WASN’T ME DEAR HOLDING MY TONGUE NEVER WAS QUITE MY GAME”
WELL SHE GRIPPED HIS HAND THOUGH SHE KNEW IT WAS WRONG DRAGGED HIM OUTSIDE, SAID THEY DIDN’T HAVE LONG AND SHE KNEW FROM THEN ON THINGS WOULD NEVER BE THE SAME BUT IN HER OWN WAY SHE NEVER FELT MORE ALIVE. LISTENING TO THE RADIO AS THE NEWS CAME THROUGH OF ESCAPE AT THE CAMP AN ENGLISH TOWN NEVER SEEMED SO FAR AWAY BUT HE DIDN’T CARE “I NEVER WANT TO GO HOME”
HE SAID “DANCE WITH ME I WANT TO FEEL FREE THERE’S NOTHING LEFT IN THIS WORLD FOR ME. I DIDN’T THINK I’D BE HERE IT WASN’T PLANNED TIL SOME CUNT IN A SUIT PUT A GUN IN MY HAND, I SAID I KNOW I NEVER SHOULD BE HERE, BIDING MY TIME WHAT LONG COLD AND LONELY WAR, WHAT ARE WE HERE FOR? BUT NOW I HAVE YOU IT’S ALL IN THE PAST, THE WORLD CAN TO HELL AND SING SHA LA LA LA LA
SHE SAID “YOU’RE NOT THE ONLY ONE TO EVER STARE DOWN THE BARRELL OF A GUN” HE SAID “LOOK WHAT I’VE BECOME, I KILLED A MAN TODAY, WHAT MORE COULD I POSSIBLY SAY?” “IT’S NOT JUST YOU AND ME, THERE’S A WHOLE OTHER WORLD ON THE OTHER SIDE OF THE SEA” “LETS JUST KEEP RUNNING, WAITING FOR THE DAY THEY COME AND TAKE ME AWAY
WHAT DO THEY KNOW? WHAT DO THEY KNOW? JUST ASK YOURSELF HOW YOU NEVER SAW SUCH BEAUTY AS I DO NOW, WITH A GUN IN MY HAND I’VE TAKEN FAR TOO MUCH AND NOW I’M DONE”
AFTER THE NIGHT OUT
AFTER THE NIGHT OUT LOSES ITS INTEREST, YOU WANT TO PASS OUT, I START AN INQUEST THERE'S A HOLE IN YOUR LOGIC LIKE THE HOLE IN MY SWEATER I CAN BELIEVE YOU IF IT MAKES YOU FEEL BETTER
RUN AWAY WHILE YOU STILL HAVE THE CHANCE, I TOLD YOU IT'S NOT WORTH TRYING I'M AFRAID THAT IN THESE CIRCUMSTANCES I CAN PROVE SOMEWHAT DEMANDING
NO YOUR EYES DON'T DECEIVE YOU, I'M REALLY THIS EAGER IT'S 4 IN THE MORNING, LETS TALK NIETZSCHE I KNOW THAT IT'S STUPID, AND I KNOW THAT IT'S TRYING I KNOW I SOUND FOOLISH, THERE'S NO USE DENYING
YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT TO SAY, YOU JUST SIT AND DRINK LEMONADE I CANNOT FIND THE WORDS, AND THAT'S THE BEST NEWS YOU'VE HEARD ALL DAY
AFTER THE NIGHT OUT I GET UP TO LEAVE I OFFER A HANDSHAKE BUT YOU ALREADY FELL ASLEEP
RUN AWAY WHILE YOU STILL HAVE THE CHANCE, I TOLD YOU IT'S NOT WORTH TRYING I'M AFRAID THAT IN THESE CIRCUMSTANCES I CAN PROVE SOMEWHAT DEMANDING |